Restart

Why can't we choose who to love? Why can't we tell our hearts to stay put and be still? Funny.

I wish there's a restart button. So that all I've said and done were completely gone. Yes, love makes you happy but if you don't stop your heart it will spoil everything leaving you a reckless, drunk driver.
I wish I can turn back time, I knew that I should have closed my eyes when he came by.

Restart. Control Z. Delete. Undo.
What other words can I think of?! But then it reminds me, this isn't my world. I don't belong here. This is the intersection of all created and uncreated things, legal and illegal, doubted and trusted, this is the middle earth!
Okay, so I made a mistake. But I won't give up with that mistake hanging down the road. I already went past it. I'm a thousand miles away from it.
Here I am. Restarting.