My Heart Is Breaking

My heart is breaking...the day you said you never felt the same. My heart can take it, I'm stronger than I look. You don't have to be sorry, no need to feel bad for me. I only loved and still loving you though I said that we can only be friends. My heart is breaking, even if tears doesn't fall from my eyes. There's that pain inside and I can't put it aside. My heart seemed to scream, my veins about to burst but as long as I'm breathing everything will be okay.

How many times I promised myself not to expect anything from you. I taught my heart to live for the moment and pray harder each time you start to pop in my mind. How can I forget you? I don't understand why... I never believed any word that you said, never relied on your promises and until now, I know that they aren't going to come true. But why does this heart of mine is still in love with you? And now my heart is breaking... My heart is breaking into pieces that I don't know if I can still put it together. Why can't I not give you up? When all the reason in this world is telling me to stop, why does the heart goes on?

My heart is breaking for my foolishness and though it's breaking I'm still loving you with all the broken pieces. Oh I hate this heart of mine!