I never had the chance to say thank you...for changing my whole life. For giving me a chance to love for the last time. In this world where I thought love can never be found again. I built my walls strong and tall, so that when these kind of emotions come knocking I can hide away. Then you came and it came crashing. I shouldn't have met you, but thank you anyway.
Thank you for making me smile without a reason, for making me soar again when gravity is pulling strong. Thank you for making me hold on when the rest of the world is screaming for me to let go. Thank you for believing in me when I can't believe in myself. Thank you for offering me a hand when I don't need it. Maybe I thought I don't need it because I was busy pretending I'm strong. Sometimes I want to crash into your arms and let the world turn like it always do. You have been a sanctuary, and oh I don't ever want to lose you. I want to be always around you.
Thank you...I'm dying to say your name again. But I think you will remain a mystery to the world. They see me beautiful and strong and witty, but they never knew there was you behind all that I am. You don't now that too...but know that I really really am thankful for you. For all that you do. For all that you say. And for all that was never spoken.
Thank you for making me feel this important to you...and I would do anything now just to let you know that I am so thankful of you coming into my life...Thank you.
Tuesday, December 18, 2012
Pretend
Faking the laugh.
I'm okay. Oh! Don't mind me. It's nothing.
Over and over again same thing, same line, fooling myself each time.
I'm not that happy, I know I'm not.
How could I be? When you have broken my heart?
All of these are just pretend, you never loved me and never will. I should have known. I should get mad but here I am still looking in your direction. Waiting for that magic moment when you turn around and our eyes will meet.
All of a sudden, it's all just pretend.
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