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This is me now...

Kung Hei Fat Choi..!!!

You Are The Meaning Now

You are the meaning now... You have no idea why.
Don't ask me, it's difficult to explain. All I know is I have to let time decide how the story goes. I have always loved you, in my heart and in my soul. I can't find words to tell you now. This love had grown so deep it's difficult to tore it from my heart.
If you only knew how I tried NOT to love you. All the roads that I tried to run away from leads me back to where I found you. The farther I walk away, the more I realized it's wrong to turn away. You are the meaning now, of what I called my refuge. How many times I failed to stop my self from coming back to you.
Until I finally realize, I have been running around and around for too long but I never get anywhere.
You are the meaning now...of what I call "my life". It would be wrong to live it far away from you. You can go anywhere in the world, we can be millions of miles away...but what you mean to me never changed, it never fades.
I can face this world alone, I can overcome anything and all. But I can never ever leave your side. You are my meaning now.

Maybe You Felt It Too

How did you become a part of my life? I was thinking that maybe you felt it too, when our eyes met, the first time I saw you... Okay, it's not romantic to see someone chewing on his food like he haven't eaten for days! But when I think of you now, it takes me back to that time and day when I wasn't looking for love. When I'm not interested to love! Maybe...just maybe, you felt it too.

No, I Don't Miss You

No I don't miss you...
I just like to see you smile.
That doesn't mean I miss you.
I just want you to know that I'm here.
It's crazy... I don't miss you.

When I see you happy, it makes my world a little bit lighter. When you laugh, crying seemed a little less painful. I wish you will always be there... Someone who can change my world without doing anything. You can't ruin my day even if you tell me I'm not pretty, 'cause when I look into your eyes and see them smiling at me I realized that being pretty isn't what I want to be. All I want to be is to see you...smiling, happy and make sure that I'm there whenever you need me. No, I don't miss you...'cause I never left your side wherever you maybe.

This One Chance

I will give everything and fight for this...in the end, if it's not meant to be I will just have to start again.

You know what, I don't want to tie you down. I want you to have your freedom, your choices, do what you want to do, chase after your dreams... I only ask this one thing, don't tell me to leave you let me stand here and love you, I want to come running when you call me, I want to break your fall when no one is there to catch you, I want to sit with you in silence when all your friends are gone, tell you that you mean a lot when you feel worthless, make you laugh when you forget how to smile, I don't know why... But it's important for me to be here.

I want to see you soar, I want to hear you shouting with happiness, I want to see you dancing in the tune of life... It completes my whole being to be here, cheering for you, shouting encouragement, reminding you to stop and smell the flowers... For me, happiness is looking in your eyes and found them smiling. Contentment is knowing that you are enjoying what you have. I am fulfilled when I feel in my heart that you are satisfied.

You don't need to love me, if you don't feel that way. Don't say you don't deserve me.

I only have one life, this one chance to love you, to be happy... I don't want to spend the rest of this life having second thoughts and wondering what could have been... You are this one chance for me to live, this is what I made to do...to love you.